I am utterly shattered. It’s inconceivable to me that just 3 weeks ago we were in Russia together; locked a “padlock of love” and threw the key into the Moscow River, signifying it’s permanence. I will love you forever, Ben Woolf. I only wish you were alive for me to tell you, and can’t seem to believe that you’re not. You were the first one to wish me a happy Valentine’s Day.