I am utterly shattered.  It’s inconceivable to me that just 3 weeks ago we were in Russia together;  locked a “padlock of love” and threw the key into the Moscow River, signifying it’s permanence.  I will love you forever, Ben Woolf.  I only wish you were alive for me to tell you, and can’t seem to believe that you’re not.  You were the first one to wish me a happy Valentine’s Day.